still haven't continued my story.. no motivation or inspiration.. and i should be listening in class anws haha... well, things in school went well today, not much happened. that is usually good. cos whenever things happen in our school its usually bad haha.
hmm.. normally sec4s around this time start mugging i think.. i will start soon! will plan out a timetable tonight:) and finish my physics tuition homework.. i'm putting all this on the blog so that i will not go back on my word tonight;) in a way, forcing myself to do it.. see, i'm trying! haha.. cos i just realised (assuming o-levels end on the 13th of nov for me) i have only 84 days left to FREEDOM!!!!!:):):) most ppl have this situation and think "oh no! so little time left to study!:(" but the way i see it, it's more like, "oh yes! so little time left until i'm FREE from studying!:)" hmm.. its all abt perspective i guess? but it is true in a way that i have very little time left to study.. which can only be good;) wait.. its kinda bad too, now that i think abt it.. and good too!:) er... ok i'm really very very confused whether it's good or bad.. darn! just typing all these out is making me feel anxious!!!!!!! okok.. next topic.........
whew.. escaped from that momentary study hypertension.. now i know how ppl get stressed! shouldnt dwell or worry abt those kinda things too much.. altho u shouldnt neglect them too.. uh-oh.. making myself think abt it again.. okok.. must stop right... now...
anws, the best is to always trust God and do ur best.. which i'm not really doing right now (i'm refering to the "try ur best" part) uh-oh.. better change topic b4 i start getting nervous again....
yes, and now the situation is becoming clearer.. time will always tell.. and u have to learn from mistakes made.. this can only help in a person's development i think haha..
and i'd like to thank joe for always being there for me.. somehow he always knows what to say or do to make me feel better:) a bro like joe is for life, yo! haha that rhymes;)
and special thx to CRYSIz too:) being there for me in school when the chips are down and watching my back;) i'm actually pretty blessed to have such a group of frens:) turtle bros for life as well! haha
and this can all only come from God. He really has a way to make u see things, somehow, and make it work out in the end. thats why we must always trust in Him, though it's difficult at times.
peace dudes...;)
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