i'm just a kid, and life is a nightmare

yeah i like that song.. "i'm just a kid" by simple plan. haha..
well.. haven't had the mood to post for a while.. guess i'm just thinking too much abt the o-level results that are coming out tmr.. so decided that i'll do a post today before i have no mood to post anymore cos of tmr. lol..
well.. what's been going on.. what's been going on? i'll tell you! my ez-link card has expired!! argh!! that doesnt mean i can't use it.. i can use it just fine, just that i've to pay adult fares now.. zzz.. two stops from hougang to serangoon cost me 93 cents!!! bus-fares are no better. but i realised the cost never goes above $2.. like i took from redhill to seragoon it cost me like.. $1.53? so actually the longer the journey, the more worth it the travel fare. sigh... just cos i'm not in a jc at the moment.. oh well..
went to work at me parents' office on monday too. did some stuff for me mum from 9am-5pm. heh.. actually quite fun. and the pay was worth it too lol.. think i'll be working there for awhile more :D til i'm posted to a JC in mid-feb. like 3 days a week from around 9am-5pm. yeah that's right... keep the greens coming in baby!!! hahaha..
well on to football... skip this part if you want... cos liverpool have not been doing well at all.. four consecutive draws in a row against weak opposition ain't gonna help our cause for a title challenge. i've already given up the title for another year.. it's getting frustrating to keep thinking "this is gonna be our year" every start of the season, only to think "next year is gonna be our year" during the mid-point of the season. it's getting pathetic, and kinda funny and laughable.. this is actually probably our best squad in a long time, at least since the time i started watching, which is around 8years ago.. not sure what is the cause.. the owners? or benitez? or the players? sigh.. 18 years without the title has been way too long..
hmm.. i haven't been able to play much football myself. haha. guess it's cos i'm not in school so nobody to play with. at least last week went to play with luke and his friends, and shawn quek and his friends. so could grab a few goals.. but looking back through past years records, this year has been the least no. of goals at this stage of the year:
23-1-02: 32 goals
23-1-03: 65 goals
23-1-04: 25 goals
23-1-05: 70 goals
23-1-06: 50 goals
23-1-07: 36 goals
23-1-08: 23 goals
oh well. guess as you get older and busier you'll just play less matches and score less goals.

sigh.. o-level results tmr.. lots of possible scores have been crossing my mind.. but i guess shouldnt think much abt it and like everyone else has been telling me, to just leave it to God. cos He'll have chosen what's the best result for me and where i should go after this.. so.. yup.. shouldn't worry.. actually worrying itself is a sin i guess.. cos like, it's a lack of faith? heh.. well i know one thing, my worse possible result is a 42 for L1R4. LOL. cos my chinese during may last year was a C6. haha.. so 6+9+9+9+9= 42. doubt that will get me anywhere though.. haha.. well that's the worstest-worst case scenario.
just have to remember Romans8:28. "for we know in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."