Happy CNY

happy CNY to all of you people.
it's the same as always. go grandparents house and collect hongbaos. sit there and stone. after awhile then go into one room so nobody can see me sleep. every year the same cycle repeats itself. haha...
my scar is now just a scar. it looks ugly and cool at the same time. but i don't like it being too obvious. i rather have the type that people can only see when they look closely.
last week went to school. paid attention at times. it's so hard to focus. especially when i feel some lessons like GP are useless. we even had parent-teacher meeting, so mum went. she asked mr rajoo how i was doing. he told her the same story as last year, that there are no doubts about my ability, just that i'm still sleeping and not working hard yet. then they want me to come up with a timetable to study etc etc.. so yeah i came up with it. but i'm not gonna start on it til after tomorrow. it's just a simple 1 hour of studying everyday mon-thurs. i don't wanna start off too ambitious haha. i doubt i can follow this regime anyway.
i tried to get some work done too. but i only managed to complete my econs holiday homework. but that's only cos it was on the music industry haha. so naturally i decided to do it on rock music. chose to do it on mayday parade too, cos supposed to do on a group that is upcoming or fairly unknown. mayday parade rocks man. their songs are addictive. and the lyrics are just.. wow. later maybe i put up one of their song lyrics.
sports: liverpool have drawn both league and FA cup games 1-1 against everton at anfield. does nothing to brighten my mood. gerrard got the goal in both games. amazing how he's still playing like that. even with all the court accusations and stuff. need to start winning man. too many draws already. a few more draws and we'll fall further behind man utd in the title race. we're still level on points with them, so i guess it's good. just that they have a game in hand. but yeah, if someone had said at the start of the season that liverpool will be in this position with 16 games to go, i'd have taken it.
coach was sick for the most part of last week too. so we didn't really train properly. there were some sec4 graduates who came for a trial game on wednesday. so we played against them 11 vs 11. we beat them 9-3. i'm still wondering how we managed to let in 3 goals. i bagged 2 goals in the game. but honestly, it should have been 4 or 5. missed some clear chances when i got pushed forward to striker at the last part of the game. but i think i'm playing my attacking midfield position really well. the whole team is starting to take shape. so a couple more months of intensive training and maybe, just maybe, we might be able to have a crack at the semis come the a-divisions in april.
i'm no longer chairperson of youth comm as well. cos the new comm is like, formed. but i'll stay on a while to help the new chairperson. which will be announced on sunday at plh.
yeah well that's about all i can say for now.
here's the best of some mayday parade lyrics:

"Three Cheers for Five Years"

I swear that you don't have to go, I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow, to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms, and spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars, confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)

Too late, I'm sure, and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now, against me
You know the words, so sing along for me baby

For Heaven's sake, I know you're sorry, but you wont stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying, with my heart beside me, in shattered pieces that, may never be replaced
And if I died right now, you'd never be the same

"Miserable At Best"

You're all that I hoped I'd find, in every single way
And everything I could give, is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay
Because I know I'm good for something i just haven't found it yet, but I need it

And this will be the first time in a week that I'll talk to you and I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone but we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

yup combined with the music it's great! can emo to this kinda songs man.. haha..
ok, happy CNY to everyone. let's hope yours is better than mine.