almost there...

haha.. i've decided to do away with the emo post. lol.. cos after today's emaths pp2 i felt much better. the paper was quite easy i think.
was initially quite down yesterday cos my emaths pp1 got one stupid question which i couldnt do but after the paper i realised how easy it was..-.- then now my full marks gone..
english was quite ok i think. should be able to get an A.. hopefully A1.
starting to feel the stress now that we're already more than a week into the O's.
i've also not been able to study properly and that really has made me very very frustrated!!!! and i've not been able to study properly cos all the air-cons in my house have broke down except for the one in the study room and now my whole family has to camp there every night. so i've got no conducive environment to study. cos i need to study in my own room with air-con to get maximum study yield. lol. altho i DO get distracted alot in my room.. and cos i do work in the study room now, my parents are there to make sure i don't slack.. but it still ticks me off real badly!!!!!!
what's worse.. my electric guitar is still spoilt and my mini-football has no more air!!!! arrrghhh!!! so i can't destress or relax properly!! cos i destress either by playing guitar or football.. why am i looking so relaxed and happy all the time? cos i've destressed by playing football and the guitar!!! and when i can't do those two things i cant destress properly!!!! so either i kick about some flat ball or go play my dad's acoustic guitar which doesnt help to destress at all cos it has no distortion and i can't play any rock music or any gut-busting guitar solos!!!!!!! rrrraaahhhh..... dang it...
then there's that thing that happened on sunday night which i dun wanna talk abt. altho i feel better now after talking to joe abt it. thx mate..
and then liverpool drew 1-1 with arsenal too.. sian lah... altho i do concede arsenal were the better team in terms of passing and movement, i felt we had more chances to win the game and defended really well. somemore we were unfairly dealt with injuries to 3 of our best players, torres, alonso & mascherano.. then arsenal got some eboue and adebayor who act real pro like they got mauled by carragher or someth. once again during a game we got to see some whiny attitude by the arsenal players. thats one of the things i dislike most abt arsenal. bunch of whiners. crowd around the ref and start crying abt some freekick or what. i apologise to all arsenal fans who read this. but hey. at least take comfort that i will always hate everton and man utd more than u guys. haha. well.. all in all i guess the draw was a fair result. altho in terms of effort i think we deserved to win more. the liverpool players were working their socks off there. and we're still 6pts behind.. but there's still a long way to go to the end of the season..
whoa actually i didnt want to do such an emo post but looks like i kinda did one in the end haha.. being emo is not good.. must always be confident and positive! haha. well.. at least i feel better now after a good rant:) ranting always helps. altho i always tend to hold everything up to a certain point before i let it all out in the form of a temper or emo-ness or a good long wordy healthy rant. or sometimes go play football and trash some ppl. then i'll feel better too haha.. sometimes writing a song helps too.
oh well whatever it is.. gotta get back to work after lunch. physics is on friday.. needa score an A for it too.. somemore on my birthday if dun do well then such a waste haha.
peace dudes.. almost there...